Please, guys…. if you are in the area, keep an eye out for Petunia. If you are not, please spread the word. Let’s help Petunia get home safely.

The Backwords Writer

10390216_10152401357305412_7492821064418573396_nI left Pennsylvania for Florida because it hurt too much. Lately, the pain from my trigeminal neuralgia hasn’t been bad. Not as bad as it could be. But like any TN patient, I worry. My thoughts, scattered. “What if tomorrow is worse? What if I cannot work? What if…” I have to live in the moment. Try not to think about it. But the fear gets me down, and the anxiety does worsen. Does the fear control me? Only if I let it. Gotta fight. So, here I am, home at last. But feeling unsettled.

My sweet Petunia, my cat, has run off. She is the light of my life (one of them). It’s hard to picture the world turning without her. I pray she comes home, every day. In the meantime, life continues. Even though it seems wrong. It seems, sometimes, like things shouldn’t go on without Petunia around.


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